Baby steps

Today I took a step! Yeh me!  I've gotten the idea numerous times...probably since before Christmas of 2011, to videotape my journey into freedom.  I went to Walmart today and picked up a little tripod for my Flip Cam, set up and videotaped myself.  As I was taking the first video...a little introduction video,  I could see it was raining a beautiful soft rainfall and the sun was out. I unscrewed the Cam and got outside to find a rainbow...and there it was, so of course I videotaped it and expressed how I was taking it as a sign that I was on the right path.  Now...does this path make much sense to me now?  Not really. I don't know how I'm going to use these videos to help others or maybe they're going to help me speak my truth out loud and no one will ever see them. Only God knows. So I'm listening and doing. This is a change for me. I think I listen alot but DOING is a whole other story.  I've heard other teachers say repeatedly how they were told to do something and at the time it didn't make sense. They speak of faith in the unknown and how it's our job to listen and take those baby steps and trust that the next step will be revealed.  I do trust...I wonder what's next? This pushing myself out of my comfort zone proves to be quite empowering...pretty cool! Oh...I should mention that I'm about to find freedom in my smoking addiction and finances! Can't wait!